Lyrics

The fly in my whiskey says I′m about to drown
The boys in my phone are too scared to make a sound
It's interesting just how much I forget to breathe, so
I entertain strange ideas till I fall asleep
I′m stoned enough that I can finally fall in love
With these vasodilators, I'm playing with my blood
But if I say that I'm happy
Will you say that you believe me
Even if you know I′m lying
Even if you know that I am, I am
Laughing and crying on the ground, all alone
Is this pathetic or profound? I don′t know
I'm really trying very hard to control myself
Drooling all over my hands as the floor melts
Now that I′m doing cocaine at this wedding
I should probably try to slow down for a while
I'm trying to dance but I′m shaking and it's
Hard to say no when God′s finally giving you
Signs
I try to explain myself but I lack the tools
A hedonist with no plan is really just a fool
The people who stuck around tell me that they're scared
My critical thinking skills might just be impaired
They call and say"I'm tired of calling you all the fucking time
To stop you from losing your motherfucking mind"
But if I say that I′m happy, will you say that you believe me
Even if you know I′m lying, even if you know that I am, I am
Turning this place into a tomb with no soul
Trying to redesign the truth and take control
I never asked my fucking friends to intervene
I don't want the real world to look at me
Now that I′m doing cocaine at this wedding
I should probably try to slow down for a while
I'm trying to dance but I′m shaking and it's
Hard to say no when God′s finally giving you
Signs